Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Melt ...

One of the many things I have learnt after being a teacher is to apologise to my students. And one of the sweetest moment, being a teacher, is to know that my student is not angry with me when he has a valid reason. That's how he melts my heart!

PSLE results will be out in 2 days time. My melting heart is at the same time, pumping very fast. That dream of mine is still clearly reflected in my mind. I don't know if it's from God. I only know that God must help him. I will also help him by praying for him so that God help him!!!

Friday, November 20, 2009

A moment of thanksgiving!

As I discover a small portion of hidden secret, I thought I have comprehend the entire plan but I was wrong! It's another prayer answer and the answer is STAY! I want to thank God for revealing the answer in such amazing way. Even as I was excited over the little tracks along the way, He know my desire and kept me in track. Indeed, He has solved the problem for me. Walking away isn't the solution. He has amazingly made the problem disappear in the most amazing way!

Today, I discover that it is not yet time to say goodbye. There'll be more good times to come and of course bad times when I will feel weak, ill, sad, disappointed, dishearted, ... etc. I know He is always with me. He has never leave me a single step, a single moment in my life.

I want to dedicate this moment to Him, to thank Him for the many wonderful things He has done in my life thus far! 

Thank you Jesus!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Not ready to bid farewell 还不想说再见 ...

I have been asked by a few students if I will teach them next year but it's particularly sweet & encouraging to hear it from danny boy!  It's indeed my pleasure that receive such request cos if they dun like me, they wouldnt raise so queries. 

This academic year is ending soon. There are things that I can wait to wave goodbye with yet some that I cant bear to part with! I will miss those kids who God has clearly revealed to me. As much as I want to shadow them, I know there will be a time that we have to part. And I always believe that we will meet again somewhere that God permits!

To my danny boy,
When you asked me if I will teach you next year, my heart was immediately soften cos you had brought up on the little secret in the deepest corner in my heart. Although you're not the first student to ask this question, it's extremely sweet and encouraging to hear it from you!

I know I have yet to reply you on your second question. I'm not trying to act hard-to-get! I just feel that I'm not ready to bid farewell with you. Yet I know we need to part somewhere in our lives. It's a struggle for me which I dun know how to share with you! I guess I can only commit this to the Lord. Only He knows where we will be heading next year. 

No matter what, we need to part somewhere. Dun be sad! Remember our everlasting promise? We will meet again and continue our soccer session! Remember to put on your outfit and get ready to play soccer with me in heaven!

Dun doubt! You're a WONDERFUL boy cos God has made you so! Meanwhile, I will continue to pray for you till the day PSLE results is out.