Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Self-talking ...

my energy is running low. even drawing out from some responsibilities didnt help much. guess this's a consequence for achieving 1 of my resolution for this year. yet there're still tonnes of work to be done.

1 of a teacher i support will b on MC from this Fri to week 9 n i'm told (via a very inproper manner) that i got to cover her for Maths. i still have not digest this in a positive manner but i guess i will try my best.

my study isnt any better. another assignment due 24 feb, which is next tues, and i have not even start thinking what to write. have already missed 1 lesson, left early for 1 lesson and will miss today lesson. this's how wonderful my attendance is!!!

i long for a good rest n then time to pack my room n in the midst of these, i have time to read + draw + sew + sleep ... these just bring back memories of my bumming days. but too free is no good either!

now, i just wish i can wake up on time n b punctual for work every morning. cut down on cab taking ... n attempt to socialise rather than finding excuses n hide away from the crowd. for the least, i think i shld at least b more friendly to 1 of the teacher i support in PL. he is actually a very nice person ... i feel like a shit whenever i thought of this!!!

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