Patience under test

had a good dinner with jack. i always enjoy having dinner with her and looking forward to the short moment of sharing which is hidden in the most secure corner of our heart. as usual, she asked me a difficult question which only God has the answer but i asked with little difficulty cos i was enlighten by some wise ppl much earlier. n thru this Q&A session, then i realise the wisdom that has God enlighten me as well as the talent that He has empower me. i love that instance feeling of thanksgiving and the desire to draw closer to Him. n i think He appreciate it.

as i have shared with jack, we only see a part of God's work and it's Him who decide how much He want to reveal. n most of the time we will only see it at the end of it. n then we will start to thank Him. sometimes we r gain victory while sometimes, we're made to sacrifice for a good reason. no matter which role we play, we will not b put in a situation that we cant bear. all these require faith!

although we changed our venue, our usual routine remained --- which is dinner followed by ice cream. and last nite i got a free treat of ben & jerry. heehee ... i wanted to treat her donut but she turn me down. haha

oh btw i didnt something quite silly last nite ... haiz ... now that i think of it again, i still feel so so so silly abt it ... haiz ... so silly that my hair want to drop lor .... arghhhhh!!!

Dear God

剛剛看完六點半的新聞 那悲劇又重演
有個媽媽拿著兒子的相片 期盼他會出現
看不下那畫面 我轉過頭卻開始流淚
是懲罰是考驗 還要有多少的心碎
愛 愛 在這個世界上愛已被忘記 誰都不相信 誰都不相信 相信愛
哎 哎 真理和公平都變成了笑話 我不願住在這樣的城市裡
話題都圍繞在腥色暴力 有八卦沒想法
計算逃避人人都在玩遊戲 沒有錢沒人理你
我心裡很憤怒 只能冷酷讓自己麻木
拿生命做賭注 這些瘋狂還要多久
愛 愛 在這個世界上有沒有意義
沒有人在乎 沒有人在乎 沒有愛
哎 哎 我真的很想要開口罵髒話
不是我的錯 不是我的錯 別怪我
Dear God 為什麼你閉上眼不想想辦法
裝做看不見 裝做看不見 告訴我
哎 哎 告訴我把愛找回來的方法
因為我無法離開這個鬼地方(我沒有辦法離開 no no)
這個鬼地方 它還是我的家
剛剛看完遠方傳來的消息 像惡夢在繼續
給點力量讓自己能活下去 Dear God 你在哪裡

Dear God, where are You?

Prayer answered

nothing can make me happier than prayers being answered ... WooHoo

i can fly for the next 3 yrs ... WooHoo!!!

Puppy can express love better than man!

thanks to shuling for the photo ... i love this photo at the 1st sight. sweet!

when is the last time u see such a loving scene? i guess they r siblings and it's so sweet to see 2 puppy showing love n affection in such simple manner. man is the worst creation in showing love, despite the ability to talk and think, the need n desire for love, numerous teaching in school, an almighty God, we need that constant reminder to show love. what a failure! haiz ...